Saturday, December 25, 2004
i can't sleep, or rather i don't feel like it.
let's do a time check!
3:15 am in the morning. :)
before i go on, MERRY CHRISTMAS!
not much of a christmas atmosphere though.
i should update about this life of mine.
i think i should.
haven't been doing much, just working.
i like the people working with me.
but sometimes i'm irritated, i don't feel like working.
i'm not irritated because of the people there,
but of other reasons.
i guess i will quit, quite soon.
i didn't send out any christmas card this year.
i feel bad about it.
and it's all WORK's fault. -shrugs
the last time i went shopping was 5 days ago.
the last time i saw my baby was one week ago.
the last time i watched a movie was a few months ago.
hm.
and the last time i was truly happy was ..
i forgot.
i wish i could pen down all my thoughts.
but it's so hard to just write it out.
i guess it's even harder to voice it out.
or actually maybe, i'm just whining about nothing.
heh, christmas.
25 december.
hm, exactly one year ago.
baby and i went on our first date.
and a year later, which is today.
i will be spending my christmas working.
i wish i could spend it differently.
-sigh
i miss you.
<3
3:13 AM
